"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and it fell apart, i might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn you need love and then you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it. What  if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart. Can you even survive that pain? Losing love is like organ damage, it’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This, it could go on forever. "